Vedanta Yojana

CHAPTER 58 OF 70 · 3 MIN READ

JAYA: A Journey of the Mahabharata

Droṇa Passes Away

The fourteenth night brought no ceasefire, and the battle raged on by torchlight through the dark. And in that midnight fighting Ghatotkacha, Bhīma's mighty demon son, unleashed a terrifying campaign from the air, destroying whole divisions with his magic, until Karṇa, desperate to save his collapsing army, was forced to hurl at him the infallible Shakti spear, the one divine weapon Karṇa had hoarded all these years for his final duel with Arjuna.

Ghatotkacha fell dead, but his vast body crushed a whole division as it fell; and so, even in dying, he served the cosmic design, for he drew from Karṇa the one weapon that would surely have killed Arjuna, spending it on himself and leaving Arjuna safe. This too is part of the deep pattern of the war, that the deaths of the Pāṇḍava side, terrible as they were, again and again drew out and exhausted the enemy's deadliest weapons, so that the losses served, in the hidden reckoning, the final victory.

On the fifteenth morning Droṇa fought with unchecked fury, and Krishna saw that while the preceptor held his weapons no force in the three worlds could defeat him, and that his one vulnerability was his love for his son Ashvatthāmā; if he believed his son dead, he would lay down his arms. So Bhīma killed a war-elephant that happened to be named Ashvatthāmā, and shouted across the field that Ashvatthāmā was dead. And Droṇa, doubting, turned to Yudhishthira, whose truthfulness was famed across the whole earth, and asked him if it was so.

And here Yudhishthira faced the hardest moment of his life, pressed by Krishna to speak, for the good of dharma, a word that was not wholly true. And Yudhishthira said aloud: Ashvatthāmā is dead; and added, in a whisper the grieving father could not hear, the elephant, not the man.

And at that moment, as the shadow of untruth touched his tongue for the first time in his life, Yudhishthira's chariot, which had always glided a few inches above the ground as the visible sign of his perfect purity, sank down and touched the bloody earth. So even the son of Dharma, even for the sake of dharma, could not speak a deceiving word without paying its price; and the sinking of his chariot is one of the story's most searching moments, its refusal to pretend that a good end can make a false word wholly clean.

And Droṇa, believing his son dead, was overcome with grief and detachment, and cast down his bow, and sat in meditation on the floor of his chariot, and fixed his mind on the Supreme; and as his soul departed, Dhrishtadyumna, born from the sacrificial fire for exactly this end, leapt up and struck off the head of the meditating, weaponless preceptor. And both armies fell silent in agony, for the code of honour lay in ruins, and a defenceless old sage at his prayers had been beheaded, and there was no cleanness left anywhere on that field.